生日：1.13
Dear Detectives, even though Helena can't see what we are doing, but she knows and can feel our love for her! It's her birthday today, let's wish her a wonderful day!
“上帝为你关了一扇门，那么他也会同时为你打开另一扇门。”
2020 给父亲的信
Letter to Father (2020)
Dear father:
Whenever I think of you, I realize how lucky I am.
You were the one who hired Sullivan to be my teacher
I have since become fascinated with languages and words.
Despite all this, father,
I feel lost at times.
Do the words we speak and the paragraphs we write come from what we’ve heard, or do they come from our own thoughts and experiences?
I can never fully trust the things I write, and I’m tormented by thoughts that may not be completely my own.
Sullivan said I must persist in order to regain my confidence and let my talent shine.
Despite that (sic) I have yet to confirm whether I have any talent in writing. I do hope that one day I’ll make strides in literature.
It’s such a wonderful thing to express my thoughts and experiences in words!
Before I pick up my pen and slate again, I’m to attend a conference at the Oletus Manor.
Please don’t worry about me as I’ll be meeting Sullivan’s friend at the Manor.
Love,
Helena
亲爱的爸爸：
每当我想起您，都会意识到自已是如此幸运。
是您将莎莉文老师请来，为我开蒙。
语言和文字的魅力之门向我敞开。
可是，爸爸。
有时我会感到困惑。
我们说出口的言语，写在纸上的段落，究竟是源于我们曾听过的内容，还是自己的思想与经历呢？
我对自己写的东西始终心存疑虑，常被那些可能不完全属于自己的思想所折磨。
莎莉文老师说，只要我坚持写下去，就能重新建立信心，发挥自己的才能。
尽管我尚未确认自己是否具备创作的才能，可我仍希望有朝一日，自己能在文学上有所进步。
用文字去表达自己的思想与经历，将是多么美妙的一件事啊！
在重新拾起盲文笔前，我将前往欧利蒂丝庄园参加一场研讨会。
请不用担心，莎莉文老师的朋友将与我在庄园中会面。
爱您的
海伦娜
2021 海伦娜的庄园日记
Helena's Manor Diary (2021)
Perhaps this will be the last entry for my records.
While I never found my answers about creation here, my experiences will serve as an infinite source of inspiration going forward.
Just like any story about adventures, things didn't go well in the beginning.
That "seminar" wasn't even fair, which made me anxious.
Until I met that child.
We're so much alike - both of us are trapped in a muse's cage, yet we're so much different - despite that I wanted nothing more, I could never be as candid as she is to myself. She reshaped me, just like Sullivan did back then.
They showed me the light at the end of the misty journey.
And as a winner who's crossed the finish line, I'll leave this place tomorrow with my "reward" and continue with my pursuit.
I'll no longer be lost this time around.
或许，这会是最后一份记录了。
虽然在这里我未曾寻获关于创作的答察，但我所经历的，却足以成为日后我取之不尽的灵感源泉。
像所有冒险故事的开端一样，最开始一切并不顺利，那时这场“研讨”甚至算不上公平，这也让我充满不安。
直到那个孩子的出现。
我们如此相似——都曾陷入缪斯的樊笼，
又如此不同——即便我无比渴望，但却并未如她那般坦率的面对自我。
她重塑了我，就像当年的莎莉文老师一样，她们让这迷雾般的旅程，显露出了光明的终点。
而作为那个越过终点的胜利者
明天，我会带着我的“奖励”，离开这里，继续我的追求。
这次，我将不再迷茫。
2022
A Page From Helena Adams' Experiment File (2022)
Serial No. 0-0-3 (corrected to 0-1-3 afterwards)
Name: Helena Adams
[Test Indicators]
1. Kindness
2. Taming
3. Self-protection
[Inclinaton]
The perfect "control group"
[Test Results]
1. Overall Evaluation: A manic at heart, she was tamed by her own conscience and education. Her self-awareness was sound and her mentality was mature. She should have been an ideal control group, but she turned out to be easily tamed and difficult to control.
2. Methodology:
After multiple test with No. 0-1-0 in the early phase, we conducted pharmaceutical interventions in stages with a more reasonable dosage (according to data) on No. 0-0-3.
Early on in the experiment, No. 0-0-3 showed excessive compassion and care toward No. 0-0-4 as they were both "lambs." She also showed kindness toward No. 0-1-0 as she considered them "allies."
No. 0-0-3 was wary of No. 0-0-1 throughout, who was more mysterious and overbearing. As the experiment progressed, No. 0-0-3 became excessively compassionate. This affected her otherwise sane mind and led her to making incorrect judgements in extreme situations. She gradually fell into No. 0-0-4's trap and became the only punisher in the game.
When the "truth" was exposed, the shock from the cognitive deviation and immense guilt shattered No. 0-0-3's protective shell for her personality. This seemed to have created an ideal environment for the drug. Yet the results of the experiment were far from what we had expected.
3. Analysis Summary
As Sullivan's prey, I decided that No. 0-0-3 should have been the prefect control group based on her early exchanges with Sullivan.
At the beginning of the experiment, her behavior proved our point—she was too kind and easily tamed.
In conventional cases, once a control group has been "broken," it would rapidly experiment into the experimental group.
Perhaps there was certain unavoidable misinformation about her recent developments. During the "uncontrollable" stage, No. 0-0-3 was unsurprisingly resistant. This ultimately negated the experimental results we expected.
We currently can't determine whether it was the instability and insufficiency of the medicine, or No. 0-0-3's inherent characteristics, that led to such results.
编号：0-0-3号（后被人涂改为0-1-3）
姓名：海伦娜·亚当斯
【测试标记】
1、善意
2、驯服
3、自我保护
【测试倾向】
完美的“对照组”
【测试结果】
1、整体评价：内心的狂躁，被自身的良知和教育驯化，有健全的人格认知和成熟的理智，本应是理想的对照组，却表现出了易于被驯服，难以被控制的特质。
2、流程说明:
实验开始初期，同为“羔羊”的处境，让0-0-3号对0-0-4号展现出了近乎圣母的同情与关怀。而作为“同盟”的认知，也让她对0-1-0号释出了善意的信号。
对于更为神秘强势的0-0-1号，0-0-3号则一直保持戒心。随着实验的推进，过度的同情心，让0-0-3号本应清醒理智的头脑在极端情况下做出了错误的判断，一步步踏入了0-0-4号的陷阱，成为了这场游戏实际上的唯一的惩罚执行人。
“真相”揭露后，认知偏差的冲击和强烈的愧疚感击碎了0-0-3号自身人格的保护壳，似乎为药效的发挥创造了良好的环境。但最终实验结果，却未达预期。
3、分析总结：
实验早期，她的表现也似乎证明了这一点——过度善良，易于驯服。
以常规案例而言，这种对照组，在被“打破”后，会被迅速同化至实验组一侧。
但也许是因为对于近况信息存在一定缺失，在实验设置的“失控”阶段，0-0-3号展现出了意料之中的反抗性，并最终否定了预期中的实验结果。
目前暂无法判断造成这种结果的，是药物的不稳定性或者剂量不足，还是0-0-3号的本身特质。
